Monday, September 24, 2012

Are you there, God? It's me, Taryn.

I know we talk. We talk every day. Ok so maybe I do most of the talking & you the listening. I do hear you. I see you in everything, and when I don't see you I am searching for you. I hope you know how much you mean to me. 

Today is not one of those days I want to dance and sing. I'm sorry... I just have a lot on my mind.

Sometimes my heart hurts... Like, today. Because I just want you to hurry. Just when I think we have progress, and we're blowing up balloons & celebrating... The setbacks come. I get so sad and frustrated. Sometimes I get mad and I don't want to even talk to you for a minute. I know it isn't your fault.  I'm definitely not blaming you. I know you can fix it. I am pretty sure you will... Well, more than pretty sure. I know you will, because I know your promises and you always keep your word. 

Until you fix it... I'm just going to sit and think about you. About what you are doing.  I know we aren't the only ones with things that need fixing. I just wanted to remind you... Not that you forget... Maybe I just wanted to hear you say that you know and that you are working on it. 

Anyways. I love you. And thank you... For everything.